Random thoughts and other things!

Hi you guys!
I have in my head a lot of things and plans right now, it´s like id I had all the world´s inspiration inside right now, yesterday I had such a revelating evening
First of all I have plans for a bunch of rainbowarts, also some re-done of my favourite old-pieces, I want to do ten-thousand tutorials and overall start to use my beloved colorpencils again, shit! they´re abandoned inside a box in my room u.u
I also have to continue with the point commissions a bit slow down
I want to buy some more prints, so buy me drawings and help me ^^
and whoa, have to tell you something! even if you don´t care, cause I don´t find nobody better to share this kind of things I´m excited about it, it gave me a lot of nostalgia! Well, yesterday, after ten years or more without thinking about my very first OCs, I started to remember them all, LOL I was such a bad OC designer, you know ugly clothes plus mary-sueish supa-powers and personalitys, also poorly built story, background and personalitys...but hell, I used to love them so much and I was very happy with them. And I don´t mind if they actually suck because I was like 7 years, I keep then like for 2 years and then when I was nearly ten I think I started to create the new ones(my current OCs) and now I´m nearly 19! I think I keep my characters so much time cause I love then too much, OMG I spent  near 9 years since I created Lanna (the very first OC of the current ones), then I created Nigel and Ashlin simultaneously I think, and the then I don´t remember exactly when but Musa just appeared! These are my classics, then I waited to 13-14 years to create Safair(who I dreamed about ) and Onix(Safair was first I think, but I created them together, they belong together! LOL)... with 16 years I dreamed with someone similar to Juno(yes, again!) in personality, and I felt in love with his personality so I needed to put him a face....but it lacked something...and then Juno had a father(Zak), in this time I started to create some background characters(with this I wanna mean characters that I know their basic personality and appareance, but I don´t know them as exactly well as the main ones. This characters are dead nowadays or are irrelevant like Juno´s friends). Niva is the most recent character of the current main ones( a bit more than 2 years)...and sincerely I still don´t know how I created her or why, I think she started like a non important background character but I liked the desing so much and I started to include her in the story all the time, she deserved to be awesome too^^
current ones! my lovely babies *3*
why I tell you this? I don´t know just wanted to tell someone, if you want to tell me about your OCs I´m all ears
But all this shit started because I´´m sketching the very first original characters of mine, the horrible ones, and I wanna know if you want to see them, maybe we can laught at them a bit I´m thinking about to do an Old OC Giveaway (this means that I´m going to sell them for points) since I nedd points and I don´t think of they no more, I don´t wanna draw them no more (I had very few drawings, but I loose it all), I think the last time I was 9 years and I was trying to do something like a reference-sheet LOL, but I want to find they a new home, a nice one where they find the love they deserve. I don´t wanna them no more u.u
so what do you think? interesting?

I also deletet some old messages, some messages was important ones...from important people..., right now I fell the most miserable person in the world, do not reply make fell bad..but It have no sense to reply messages from 2009 and 2010, I´m trying to reply all my comments right now...promise I´ll change this fact! I´m so sorry, I was having such a bad personal time, but now I´m happy again^^

you can suggest me some awesome tutorials, please related with traditional drawing, it´s been a while since I do not touch photoshop u.u, memes, contests, tips, comics,...whatever, I´m feeling something artistic inside! Hope I´ll have time for all
make feel a bit loved please, cause I love you all^^ and al kind of comments are always welkomed^^